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so yeah i've been busy like really with work and sleep work eat sleep then more work. But it actually sux hard because even though i'm at work all day my start time break time and end time take up the whole day with about 5 to 8 hours of paid work. boo hoo for me, not. but it does not bode well with me. I make enough to pay the bills but that's it no house of my own or special gifts, just bills.

i must say last night was amazing though, i'm on paid vacation and stayin at my bro's house to chill. i get nice and drunk with a couple friends and nearly get an orgy going. Unsuccessful as it was can u say live porn. lol man i haven't slept in like 72 hours so i'm going a bit crazy not to mention i don't know if what i'm typing is true or story in my head eigther way it was tight and tasty last night.

now if i might say i luv hypnotiq or how ever it's spelled. it taste great with just enough kick to make it a shot.  on a side note i was with my youger brother for his birthday at my aunts house. and my cousin gives him the old finger... his response is when where and how hard. TO OUR COUSIN!!!!! How sick right not to mention she has a girl right now and is totally not a fan of his type.

besides that to get back to finance i'm truly hoping to get a job at T-Mobile to finally use my associates degree. ps if u know someone who needs an electronic tech let me know.

sorry i didn't get in to any supple details of lust and incest but like i said 72 hours. so don't shot ur self or else i'll have to beat u, "so many bodies to hide."  lol

yeah so i'm in the middle of the ocean on a huge boat with a cell phone that doesnt work a crazy family and a burnt finger, oh joy. = /  but its not all bad theres swimming and food and the computers and a fittness center.  but i really miss every one back home. it sucks not being able to squweez nicki or twirl laurel or talk with jackie or turtel for advice and most  important i want my sex kitten. i mean it's only been two days and i'm already really horny. i will of course be loyal to her and not cheat in any way, except with myself of course. lol. but until i have my friends back in my life i shall have to make due with what i have.  I really wonder if any one else has ever been this miserable on a cruise. probably.

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if u think i'm being wierd selfish or just plain crazy, let me know what u think.

okay so i'm moving, yay!? it's cool cause i'll have a new bigger room but it sucks cause guess who's doing all the heavy lifting up and down the stairs and then transporting and unloading going up and some down stairs and then after all that i get to go to work where i actually get paid for my work.  this summer is jam packed. with graduations and parties and dorney and the cruise and most important the planned cruises in turtels new car, a camero i believe, hehehe. 

but now the downer of the day i read from one of a friend that a judge let three child rapist go for reasons such as being to pretty or short for jail. and for those of u who know me also know that with a liffle more information on them such as names and or locations also know that i would induse my own justice such as molitov castrations and breaking fingersone little bone at a time useing my trusted and pattented methods to opptimize pain and time to rethink there status in life.

i'd really like to stay but unfortunatly i have to run so until next time, be a better parent and watch ur kids , for u never know what is around the corner.

wow, uhh yeah it's been a really long time since i last posted but a lot of good shit bad shit god shit and of course shit shit has happened. first things, MOOSE WHERE HAVE U BEEN kay then. now next is where is my bro. i mean dude u work more than i do and your in fucking school. dang bro. i hope to see u soon and i hope u enjoyed the cirque du freak as much as i did. as a matter of fact family in general, u know kittie and jack and mel and roy and turtel (yes turtel not turtle) and kyle and beth and nicki and everybody , u all just disappeared and were replaced by work. and i lhkdfgkpyifhk;sbg hate work so kl;fhgpy much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 2  3    4     5      6       7        8         9          0. counting does help. any way that is the next thing work:

i have this pricie a$$ b!tch as a supervisor now and shes all like u have to do what ever i say no matter how stupid or rediculous it seems because i have power now. dee dee dee. besides that she says she's such a good little christian girl and she's banging a married dude and abuseing her power as a supe to get him lunch or dinner like every day. what the f*ckin heII. plus my best manager the one who acually cares and gets$hit done is leaveing. life at work sucks a 3 day old green turd

no more ddr for me make me lsdfhgk;dhaf crazy. my tv set up in duh basement in a safe area went pop i no work no more.

enough said there. =)

i'm moving with my family to my grandmothers. how sad is it to live with your mom who is living with her mom and brother. :'( i cry for me and what is either my sanity or a 3day old green turd. lol. i don't know it might not be so bad there i get to work out in the weight room and sleep in a really big room and i get a play slash ddr room. so yay =?

also there is a cruise that i will be on so that may be fun. i'm twenty one so i can atleast drink by the pool if the good $hit turns bad.

oh yea the god stufe. i've lost my way in my belife and i need to renew but it won't be easy as everything with me there is the easy way and then there's the way i take. quote," hey i'm ten feet infront of you." "no you are the circumfrence of the earth lacking ten feet from me and i'll be there in a week." thank u deprivation of sleepless and tossing nights of the endless harassment of weighted eyes and sand...  eyes, no lakes always a sandy vagina at the lake. haha, yeah ok so i'm fuked in the head isn't that why u left in the first place, or is that the sole and lonely reason u came back to my being of existence? 

did any one catch that i should really start to put my rants whether poetic or lunatic in a different color

so any way i'm all better now and i think i'll go sharpen my blade collection. good night kids and don't let it leave your mind

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